Can't do anything to make her happy!

When she is sad nowadays i can't do anything to make her happy. I really don't know why her company treat her like that. Even not her job also she need to do for them. IS this the rite way to treat a staff? I really feel sorry cause i can't do anything for her due to something problem that i can't go and see her today! but i promise her i will be there for her tomorrow and make her happy and a memorable night for tomorrow count down!
I love u Bi bi!

1st January 2009 - End - of 31December 2009

You and me will always remember

the night with all happy memorable we have

I will always make this memorable day Continuously.

Will never make it END--------- I Love U 4 Ever

I am sorry to her

I really don't know what happen to her, She post on her blog saying that she is moody i sms her and i msn her she didn't reply me. I think she sleep already because she is tired due to her workload is loaded. I really miss her. I love u !

Grandma In ICU again

Grandma admitted again in ICU, I feel very sad when my Grandma admitted again to ICU. After my work, I go to my uncle house to see my grandma. See not for long when need to feed my mom call me that grandma is bleeding when want to feed on Tube.So i have to carry my poh poh into my uncle car and send her to Hospital. When reach to hospital i park my car at the front gate to help my uncle to carry my poh poh out from car to the bed. When i am pushing my grandma into the hospital the guard tell my brother to drive away the car not to park there as i told him i will park away after i carry my grandma out and push her in. I can't stand the way he talk to my brother and i shouted out i said i will park it later and he don't dare to talk again. Very worry about her and she is that old i scare she can't stand the pain. Hope she can recover soon!! Love you grandma!

My old days

Guess Where am i?

::: Christmas Eve :::

Finally Christmas Day arrive since year 2009. Waiting for this day to celebrate with her, I plan something for her to make her feel happy and touch for this night. Pretty sorry that the plan doesn't work out good due to some problem happen and some environment people that have no brain while eating in all this places. One thing that I am pretty happy is i can be with her on christmas for the first time. I plan to bring her to the couple restaurant that has been located in Petaling Jaya SS2 Near to Restaurant Murni and that call The Cave. This places is usually for couple to have dinner due to the types of food there are serving is for couple to have it. 

This is the place that i sat with her in the CAVE, back to the century moment "THE CAVE". We had our dinner course in cave restaurant. We ate a plate of salad, a plate of Lamb, a plate of turkey, a bowl of soup and a cup of drink. I hope what I plan for her she will like it, and what she want i will try to fulfill her. 

After Our dinner we supposingly continue our plan to have drink with other friends and couple in KL. But mood has been spoilt by someone and we cancel our plan to that side and i have to plan another plan for her to pass happy on the christmas eve. Think, think think think - - - - - - - - Finally Plans is out by some structure. I have plan to bring her to Pavillion to have a date since i promise her to bring her there to snap the beautiful Santa Deer with all the spakling light around. So we continue our journey toward KL and i was thought it will be damn jam toward SS2 to KL but unfortunately it was no jam at all and i can drive like a crazy people, it was so empty at the town. I even asked her did i dirve to a wrong road. SO we reach and we date:

This will be the photo of mine and her snap in front door of Berjaya Pavillion Mall in KL.

Merry Christmas to my bi bi!

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Latest Gathering

It's been a long time we make a small gathering with Ah Soon, cause it's very hard to call our Dato Tan Sri Ah Soon to come to Kuala Lumpur to gather with us, Due to his workload as a Dato Tan Sri post. After we all gathering in Shah Alam Church for the christmas event, we all proceed to have some chat and food hunting in SS2 Murni, un fortunately due to crowd in murnin we change location to ss2 food court.

2nd Anniversary

12.00 AM sharp will be Me & Ivy 2nd anniversary for 2 months. It's been a short period we have been together, but the time we been together it's like we already been together like a year. I really happy be with her but I am sad when I have to let go her hand. Each Weekend i have to go on this situation and i will feel i left someone to be alone. I Love You Forever!

19 December 2009

This was the day feel very tired for me because there is something happen in my family.  I didn't really get to sleep last night because i need to wait for my dear to reach home cause i am worry about her. She when out with her friend sally to have a drink in laundry. What i am worry about her is that she don't really know how to drink and once she drink she will get very itchy. So i decided to wait till she reach home before i go to sleep. She message me that she is a bit drunk and her friend is OK. So i reply her to asked her to call her friend to send her back to my house, so that i can take care of her over then night. I didn't follow her is because I am not felling well on that night after having dinner in my grandma house. My whole body was very pain due to the sickness i have seen i am small. Even I apply some medication it feel the same. around 3am something she reach to my house and i have prepare her some drink, shirt & pant for her to change and had a good sleep. One the next day.....

20 December 2009

Early morning when i was sleeping my mom knock my door and tell me that my grandma admitted to hospital due to some sickness. I have to be awake and call my dear to wake up and follow me to see my grandma, cause i can't leave her alone in my house. After settle everything around 4pm something I when back to have some rest before going for my Company Christmas Dinner, While i try to take some food to eat, i receive a call from my Uncle saying that my grandma has been transfer to ICU room. I was shock and i doesn't no what to do seen i am in my company dinner. While i am eating i message my dear telling her that my grandma has to transfer to ICU and my mom, dad and brother was sending my sister to be admitted to Subang Jaya Medical Center in Subang Due to sickness my sister was having and doctor confirm her that she has Denggi Fever. So i decided to go back early after i finish up my food and i call my dear saying that i am coming back to bring her out to see my grandma and my sister. So i rush to the Desa Petaling Hospital in Old Klang Road to have a look on my Grandma Situation. Nurse told me that she is under control, just that her heart beat is not normal. I feel stress up on that time. After seeing her, i rush to subang jaya medical center to see how is my sister. So she has been admitted to hospital. I reach home around 12am and i feel very very tired. my eyes can't even open once i reach home and lay down on my bed.

Tear Drop.....

I really not sure what happen to me today ! I feel really stress now, i really don't no While i am typing the words my tears keep falling, I am not trying to make a story up. Each time when she say that words i wouldn't mind in my heart, cause after telling it out she definitely will say is a jokes, and "You know how much i love you" i know how she love me. I can feel the way she treat me is better than other of my gf.

But i really don't no why today I really feel hurt and it very painful. I feel like my whole body like no energy and the feeling is like i wan to cry it out loud. When after my dinner in my grandma house, I when up to my room and sit on bed. my tears really start to fall. It start back to fall each time i receive her sms and call. i really don't know why ??? i feel very weird today with my behavior that i am now. This kind of feeling is like going to happen !! but I have chat with my best friend maybe you are rite, i think too much!!

Thanks Bro for comforting me!

I feel something is wrong?

Not sure what is going on? I feel like something is not rite. My heart keep on feel bad and feel something is going to happen but not sure what is that? I feel very down out of sudden before going to my grandma house. Because today is my grandma birthday so we all have to go back to her house and have dinner together. i really don't know why i feel this why ??

Finally I try smelly Tau fu

When we talk about smelly things people will always say YIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII, but for this smelly tau fu everyone in cannought pasar malam will say wow, smell great and taste great. It will line up to buy this kind of Tau Fu @ CHOW TAU FU in Hong Kong. Finally i get to try it will by Bi Bi yesterday night have a dinner and walk around in pasar malam with her. I will be separating with her for week cause i am going to Singapore with my family and she can’t go because she have no annual Leave to take anymore. Will be missing her a lot for that week.

Smelly Tau Fu But Taste Great

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::: Continue :::

Watching movie with her and my little brother. We had a early day with her and my brother. Wake up around 8am, Get ourself ready to had our breakfast near to my house area cause we are short of time to head to Damansara for The Storm Warriors Movie. After eating our movie around 9am something, we head to straight to our day journey. Reach Cineleisure around 10.30am as our movie start around 10.50am. We thought that we are late to collect our ticket guess what we saw in at the counter, "For Earlier Movie show Please do not collect your ticket earlier than 10.30am" Me, her and my bro looks like this = ="
(swt face). After watching that movie and we did not plan to go anyway, but out of suddenly we plan to go to sunway pyramid as my dear wanted to pay her phone bill in maxis center. So we proceed our journey to sunway pyramid. On the way we call her friend out call  Jason to meet up, Guess what? they are already in sunway pyramid shopping with his girlfriend. As we reach to sunway pyramid we meet up my bi bi friend and had a drink in Wong Kok Cafe. After drinking we plan to walk around Sunway Pyramid and Pay her Phone Bill. Once we does all that we plan to go home to have some rest cause we all wake up so early to see movie.

Weekend With her

 

::: On the way to Cathay Cineplexes in Damansara :::

It a short weekend again with her, We plan to watch movie this weekend in Cineleisure (Near The Curve). We choose this place is because that the environment, sitting, the screen, the booking ticket counter is better than other places that we choose to go. Is been a quiet some time that i have not been watching movie with her cause of my workload and new movies coming out is not that what we wanted to watch.  

Finally we choose to watch this movie: 

The Storm Warriors
Cast	Aaron Kwok, Charlene Choi, Ekin Cheng, Nicholas Tse, Simon Yam
Director	Action/ Adventure / Fantasy
Genre	Oxide Pang Chun, Danny Pang
Release Dates	10 December 2009

How can i reduce my stress?

Tears Drop!!

Miss her

I really miss her, miss her so much. Really hope that i can see her but i can't I really don't know why whole day i just feel that i am not my self. I react till very funny, I looks very moody, My mind doesn't works today, even when i try to resolve something i take almost and hour to solve the problem that the staff from Blue Ocean Strategy. He is a very nice guy call Tze Ming, just came back from Canada and join BOSRC. He asked me a lot of question regarding about Laptop. 

I feel sorry to my Bi bi cause treating her in different way. I really don't no how i treat her nowadays with my busy lifestyle that why, I did asked her about me. And she sound out that i am totally different. Before anything that i will hurt her, i stop our conversation. (Sorry for that attitude). I will try to change my self to be a better person and treat you more good. I don't really want you worry about me too much.

::: I MISS HER :::

God Please help me,

God Please Bless me,

God Please help me reduce moodiness,

God please.

 

What kind of mood?

Well early morning reach to office sitting inside the server room doing nothing, just checking on the severs status, but my mind doesn't follow what i do! I just realize that my mood is like swinging around. Just feel like to be alone more than talking to anyone.

Sorry to my Beloved bi bi cause I don't want to chat, i really don't know why out of sudden i feel like no topic, mouth so heavy, don't feel like open my mouth to talk and use my brain to think. I sleep very early yesterday night due to sickness, Having Back pain and headache for the whole night.

Finally

Finally she smile and laugh to me. My heart feel better once i get to see her sms with HE HE HE!

Why & What?

I am not sure what happen or why that she feels so moody after waking up. She feel no mood at all and i can't do anything to help her to get back to her normal mood. I am worry about her now, since i am not with her, i really don't know what can i do to make her happy. I even try to SMS her with encouraging sms, but seem to be doesn't work. I miss her a lot. I Only get to see her on this coming Friday due to my workload is getting heavier day by day. I am joining to another project and it will be more hard time for me. I hope i can spare my free time with her when ever i am free. 

I even try to make myself free when ever she needs me. I really hope that i can always be with her but this will never work till we are officially married I didn't think of getting married this young of age due to my carrier is not stable and my income is not supporting for both of us. I Love You ! Sometime words is hard to believe but i believe i will always treat her as good as possible to make her as happy as possible. 

This few days i seldom chat with her on the phone or MSN cause i was working till very late and very tired. Once i reach home my whole body is extremely pain and extremely tired. I feel i have been injured by someone. I think i suppose to be like her yesterday:

::: Sleeping on my computer desk :::

Climb Ketumbar Hill

Worry About u!

Hope you recover soon! I love u!

Long day!

It will be a long working day for me, will be working after my till late today due to places that i need to go after six to fix up the advertisement board in Giant Ulu Klang, Giant Batu Caves & Giant Kota Damansara. I miss her so much...........................

In the Flower, My Rose is U.
In the Diamond, My Kohinoor is U.
In the Sky, My Moon is U.
I’m only Body, My Heart is U.
That’s Y i always Miss You !!

Tired & Feel Sorry

Been a another tired day i am having due to working till late night. I am having a serious Migraine, Pain till i wanted to faint. Maybe is due to less rest last few days, sleeping very late, early in the morning wake up go to work. 

I feel so sorry to her due to some problem that hurt her when she get to listen. I feel very sorry!! Million of sorry to u !