Because of you

Because of you
my world is now whole,
Because of you
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.
At the altar
I will joyously say 'I do',
for I have it all now
and it's all because of you.

- Written and owned by Amy S. Bedford -

Spend my day with you

Wednesday night till Sunday night - Been together with you every minute, every second since the day with we are together. I really miss her a lot from today, cause after Sunday 10pm I have to separate with her. I really miss her and hope that she can be with me longer. although we spend so many day together but i feel that the time past so fast. I feel touch that my GF cook lunch for me. although that is a simple lunch, but i feel it so delicious and i feel touch.
Thank you bi bi, I love u !
Really Happy every moment we are together.

The Library & Laundry

Going to Laundry with my bi bi last night to have fun, Was happy with my old friends and colleague but the only person i am worrying is my bi bi cause she is new in the group. The way i see her looking around The Street, she feel so boring.
After Laundry we change place to The Library and the environment is much much more better then laundry. And that place i can see my  bi bi get happier by laughing with my friends and drink along. First time going out with bi bi to PUB !

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I feel very upset to my Uncle

I totally upset with my uncle treating my po po this way, once i get to see he treat my po po like that i feel my heart break into pieces. My po po treat my so nice and care for us, the way she treat us, the way she bring us up is just like she is my mom. I was very angry that time my uncle do something that really can hurt my po po but I didn't do anything to stop it, cause he is my uncle. IF for my attitude in my secondary school i really will batch him up till he feel down, Thanks to my gf was beside me that time and i didn't do anything is because of her and i feel sorry that scare her. Actaully i want to say this sorry when you are with me that time coz the senario is just so terrible and make up feel very upset. I don't really know what happen in between, so that why i don't dare to do anything. If i kmow the problem is because of my uncle who make it out and yet he treat my po po like that, i really will batch him up to the max with no mercy. I will do that if she treat my po po again like that. Probably i will be going back more often to my po po house, just hope that this thing will no happen. Even i am busy with my current project, i will surely going back to my po po house!

1st anniversary With you

It's been a long time waiting for this moment with my dear, I pormise her that i will approach her again one our first aniversary. I did it once more time and she accepted me. I feel very touch what she did for me, all the way down from Setapak to Mid Valley and she telling me lie just to get our 1st anniversary gift for me. As what i know on that day her office was flooded and she was wet to the max. She did not go back home to change her cloth before going to mid valley. When she pass me the present to me i feel very very touch and my tear drop.I was working till very late on that night, due to the project just started. work till 9 something and i when to fetch her from her house to bring her out for dinner. Finally When reach to 12am sharp, I gift her a small surprise by buying her Big Doggy. I feel very happy when she receive the gift that i pass to her with a very big smile on her face. When i see her happy face, i really feel very happy for her.

Gift for you my dear.

I am very worry about her this few days cause she was sick and when i see her so suffering, my heart is so pain. Pray for u my dear. May you recover in the fastest mood that you can. I love Dear.

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Morning call from Bi Bi asking me where am i? I answer Back in office but i heard sound different from my Bi Bi and my Bi Bi sick already. Having Flu, Lazyness and so on. Hehehe. But she is sick, Don't Believe you can call her now! you will hear her voice like ghost hahahaha. After reading her blog just now i feel very sad coz what she need, what she want, I can't fulfill for her this year. I really feel sorry for her and i MSN her Saying sorry.

Once you are mine,

You will always be mine,

Once i Love you,

I always will Love you More than i do,

Once you appear,

I will hug & kiss you.

Very Tired & not Feeling well

Wholeday i was thinking about her. Working early morning to configure the server and advertisement board system in subang. While doing my stuff i always think of her. I want to chat with her VIA sms but my hand can't stop from configuring the system. I even think of putting down my work and had lunch with her today. But my dear having early lunch today. So i did not do so, I really tired and suffering from backache & Coughing. Really hate to get sick and i have to work. I need more money. I want to make my bi bi more happy when ever she is and when ever she is with me.

Around 6pm i decided to go home to have some rest. Cause i couldn't sleep last night, and i sleep around 2.30am. Was reading some artical and reading my my Bi Bi blog. I want to get to know her more, want to know what she is thinking rather than i am guessing. I really want know her more and more so that i can make her happy. When she is smilling, my heart feel so cold. When she look at me one kind, my heart get bomb. I don't mind my dear do her own things that she feel to do. I won't stop her from doing whatever she likes cause i want her to be happy, not to get restric from me. Whatever she said out from her mouth i will always remember in my mind and heart. Bi Bi always said that she break my heart, and i don't think so, even bi bi want to look at Leng Chai or whatever she would like to do i will not be sad. Just that you know the limit, I am ok with it.

I Love being with you all this while till now, i really hope that you can always be with me but we can't do that due to both of us need to work. Evertime i get to hold your hand i really feel that she are the right and the only one that I want to hold it forever. I really hope that our relationship can last forever. I Love you Bi bi!

Whatever you do? Whatever You say? Whatever you want?

It will always in my mind, You will get it once u requested for.

No Matter what happen you always have the full support from me,

Will always be there for you.

Life get meaningless without you,

Life get bored without your apprerance,

life get happiness when you are with me,

Life get Love when ever we are together,

I Love You forever.

Heart Break

Bi Bi Kap Chai!

Today my Bi Bi call me and asked me what time i finish work tonight. I asked her why? she answer me this way.

Bi Bi: I going to mid valley with Pei San.
Me: GO there for what?
Bi Bi: Go there KAP CHAI!
Me: :'(
Bi Bi: Can Bi Bi fetch me after work.
Me: Can i go ?
Bi Bi: cannot bring me go today, coz she and pei san need to kap chai.
heheeheheh
Joking onli ar Bi Bi, i am ok with this ya... no need to worrry

I Love u Bi Bi.... :)

Waiting for my Dear dear!

While waiting for my Dear dear, i will write what i want to express for today feeling. Well working whole day in UCSI today feel so tired and Not feeling well, maybe is because due to the weather make my office cold till like i am in the PETI Sejuk, so damn cold. After Kelvin Chow had flu and cough, Next Turn is Zaharin is my new colleague who was on MC today. But today is my turn get unwell. I feel very cold the wholeday. I really miss bi bi so much while i am working i always think of her and i want to chat with her. But i can't due to my work is overload before i am going to NortWing Campus in Taman Tayton.

Finish my work and i wait for the time past by, When i reach Mid Valley, my dear still in KL Sentral Waiting for Pei San. While Waiting for her to come to Mid Valley, i go for a short Gym in Mid Valley, cause i am not feeling well so i just go for sauna and take my night bath at there. after 30 minute i decided to go for windows shopping to look for some item suitable for my dear dear. I look around in MCKY shop, Teddy Tales, Wah Chan, and many more. but doesn't seem to get a gift for her.

When My dear reach she call me up and we decided to go for dinner, Guess where we go??? Canton -I, both of us eat like crazy people due to HUNGGER. Me and Her Call 4 Plates of food to eat. After dinner we decided go for the longest pasar malam in taman cannought. Walking around, eating around, seeing around. After walking the whole pasar malam, i send her back to house. I miss her so much, i really miss her and don't feel like looking to her eyes. cause i scare i can't let her go!!! hehehehe

Funny Picture from penang

Kelvin With the girls HAT

Miss her so much

When i was working in subang i feel like missing someone, I really miss her a lot. even i am working for the Advertisement Board Project, I really feel like putting down all my work and rush to see her. I promise her i will see her tonight after i work in Subang. I reach her house before eleven, and it was 10.55pm. I really feel like hugging her while i am driving to her house. When i nearly reach to her house.

First thing i do when she come in to my car, i really hug her hard hard. I really touch that she waited for me. This will be my first ever gf that really deeply fall into her. i really felt what love is. I really love her. Need to stop coz my dear dear ask me to sleep earlier.......Goodnight

I am worry about her!

Very Worry about her now, cause she is having a late lunch. She had gastric before and now she had to go for late lunch because of her colleague. I always get to know that her stomach is not feeling good but she can’t go for early lunch and I feel pity to her! When i recieve her SMS that she is going for lunch and the time i see is so late. from 12pm she already feel very hungry and she is so nice to wait for her colleague to go for lunch! i am really really worry on this. I don't her to suffer from gastric!

Getting Closer

Being together with her almost 1 month, i feel that i really happy with her. Even day and night when i was working i do miss her a lot, but some time due to workload i can't call her and message her. I been working day and night from morning 9am till late night. I feel tired when i was working but being time with her i feel very relax and happy with her.

This 2 pcs of picture was taken in Penang, we had a small and short trip to penang with her, Pei San & j.Co. It was a nice and happy trip together with them and having a lot of fun. and even i get to know her more while go for a trip. We even drive around Penang island to visit all kind of interesting places and hunting for nice food. We drink a lot for the two days due to the HOT weather in Penang. No rain at all this we start our journey back to Kuala Lumpur.

Our Room View in CITITEL HOTEL, PENANG

Penang, KEK LOK SI Temple View

We even visit the Kek lok Si Temple in Penang and they are renovating. The largest Kuan Yin. This is the nice place to visit. You can have a nice view of Penang Town.

I love this Trip A lot. Thanks to my Dear.