Tear Drop.....

I really not sure what happen to me today ! I feel really stress now, i really don't no While i am typing the words my tears keep falling, I am not trying to make a story up. Each time when she say that words i wouldn't mind in my heart, cause after telling it out she definitely will say is a jokes, and "You know how much i love you" i know how she love me. I can feel the way she treat me is better than other of my gf.

But i really don't no why today I really feel hurt and it very painful. I feel like my whole body like no energy and the feeling is like i wan to cry it out loud. When after my dinner in my grandma house, I when up to my room and sit on bed. my tears really start to fall. It start back to fall each time i receive her sms and call. i really don't know why ??? i feel very weird today with my behavior that i am now. This kind of feeling is like going to happen !! but I have chat with my best friend maybe you are rite, i think too much!!

Thanks Bro for comforting me!