After Long time i been lost!

Well finally I am back to my desk to write my life on this long lost blog. It been a long time not typing anything on my blog due to my workload, my family and my beloved one. I decided to drop by to type some of my feeling on to this blog.

Well, Been a long time being with my love one and she always being with me whenever i need her and she is my wonderful life supporter as she did. Is a pretty bless from god who let me get to know her from my best friend Joseph. She is the one that i really want to be together in my life.

Well yesterday my dear when to her friends house to stay and i really miss her when she is not around with me as i couldn't really sleep well last night and today early in this morning 11.00am, Don't no why i will login into my blogger and view her blog. I read her blog from the starting of relationship that we has been truth. Up and down we do have but most of it is happiness that we are going on. But recently I feel that I i couldn't treat her as good as what i did last time, this might be because of my workload, family problem and other things.

I AM SORRY MY DEAR!

I will try my best to do whatever you needs. I will try to make you as happy as what you been and make you feel more happy than last time........................................

really glad that you are the one...........

BIBI I LOVE YOU 4 EVER!!!!

Feel nothing I can do!!

My dear was so tired and she need vacation and I can't really fulfill what she need by this year, really feel so useless as her boyfriend! Really feel so sorry to her ! I hope I can bring her for vacation soon, Bali Bali Bali!!!!!!

Miss her a lot

Really miss her!! And feel sorry

Specially made for her!

To my Beloved: -->

This is what i am to you!

Missing her badly

I feel sorry to my bi bi today, and i was pretty to down today after i receive message from her saying that she has been bully by someone. I really want to bash him up to help her. But i scare she will be get for blame. I feel really sorry for not being with her when she is not in good mood.

Feel sorry to her!

I really feel that I really make a big mistake till i make her feel angry and unhappy with me. But i din asked her many time..did she and she answer me no, she is not but i can feel she is !!! I am really sorry! very very sorry! It's my fault..... all my fault!

To my Beautiful and lovely bi bi!

We were as one babe for a moment in time

And it seemed everlasting that you would always be mine
Now you want to be free so i'm letting you fly
'cause i know in my heart babe our love will never die no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no and i won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl i will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
'cause ya know in your heart babe our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oh
I know that you'll be right back babe
Ooh baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my my baby

You'll always be apart of me
(you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on
(we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
Always be my baby

First time submitting my income tax

This was my first time submitting income tax in LHDN Department in PGRM Building. Well when I received the BE form, i was like har, what the hell is that? It was like sitting for a Additional Math Exam that need us to get the figure and calculate. Even the calculation on the book is totally different from E-filling! hiahz damn mah fan!

Long time no write!

Well, it been a long time i didn't write or post any news on my blog. Was away from my blog seen few months back due to my job load and i have some other's thing to handle in my life. Is not pretty easy for me but some people may think or take it as easy as eating peanut. Well been together with my girlfriend for 6 Months and we just passed our 6 anniversary last week. Thanks for giving me a gift! I love you so much. She was staying with me in my house for quiet sometime and she was working wtih my sister. I was pretty happy to be with her every moment. Every morning when i woke up, first thing appear in my eyes will be my lovely Girlfriend was sleeping beside me. I like the feeling when i woke up to go work and she is sleeping. I can look at her, before going to work i even get to hug her once and kiss her soft lips before i continue my journey. It's feel so warm to do that. Although sometime there is some arguement between me and her but in a second or minute we are ok to each and other. Well she was staying in my house for so long and i really happy that she get to get along with my family members. Was worry about it! scare that they will have some problem! scare Only!!! but nothing.

Happy to be with her!

Happy to see her every moment!

Happy to get along with her!

Happy that i really love her so much!

Don't know why suddenly i feel very sad, I feel like getting alot of preasure, I really don't no why? Don't know why nowdays my character change back abnormal, very easily get angry and my mood will became very down and feel like crying out loud. I really don't know why ?
Very easy get emotion!

On my mind ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
What is happening to me?
Why this thing happen to me?
What can i do to stop it chaging my life to a better life?

Cameron Photo

Haven Fun with my family in Cameron Highland

Well on this trip i get to have a lot of fun & very happy to be with my family and be with her. This is my 3rd trip with her to Cameron Highland. Really Love to be with her, everyday and night I can hold her hand while visit all the place in cameron. We really like the weather in Cameron because it was cold over they at night. While we are at the Pasar Tani, I feel cold more then hot. I feel cold till I need to buy some hot food to eat. and we all have fun and get to visit some nice and cooling place.

Place to Visit: Strawberry Farm, Bee Farm, Rose Valley, Blue Valley Farm, Pasar Tani, Boh Teh Plantation & Strawberry Resort.

Chinese New Year Day 1

Did not do much thing on day one due to some problem in my family we could not celebrate our Chinese New Year. Only go to Mid Valley Shopping mall just to get cold air & when into World of Feng Sui that all.

Chinese New Year Day 2

When to Klang to fetch my Girlfriend and we go for lunch.

Chinese New Year Day 3

Going to Raub to have a lunch with her since she help us a lot and i love her cooking (vegeterian). On the way back from Raub we when up to Genting and we had our lunch in Gohtong Jaya. We proceed our journey to Genting Highland but unlucky it was too pack up there till no parking for us to park our car. We just take a ride and use the first world toilet and we came back to KL.

Chinese New Year Day 4

Cameron Highland Trip with family & Girlfriend. As you can see the photo above.

Someone Send this to me!! Love her!

I Love You Forever Bi Bi!

Just now that image block by arrow so is someone but this is the one - IVY I LOVE U!

back to singapore trip

It was a bored and lonely trip for this time. But it is also a nice trip cause i get to visit a lot of new places like ION complex, Funan Complex, Marina Barrage, China Town & other nice places in Singapore. I feel lonely without her on this trip. I really hope that she is there on that time and visit all the nice and comfort place in Marina Barrage, Ion Complex and so on! It was a nice place to go for us and in this trip i keep on thinking of her. I hope i can hold her hand and walk with her. Each place i go i sure will think of her till i snap many photo that related to her!

Marina Barrage

Our Latest Photo In KLCC

It has been a long time we didn't snap some photo as our memory due to some problem i am having so we did not really when out to for gai gai. I really miss her a lot nowdays and i couldn't always find her. But in my heart she always be with me. I really wish the day we want it will come early but in term of getting my thing everything settle before it come.

Miss her!

I wil be missing her very much soon, I am going to singapore this friday. Will not be able to contact her or chat with her online. Due to the cost of calling there is very pretty high! I will be in singapore till next monday. Miss her alot.

Missing Someone,

Missing Love One,

Missing Her so much,

Missing her kisses,

Missing her loveness,

I miss you so much!

Great Weekend i have with her!

I thought this weekend i would be a sad and boring weekend. In the end it doesn't turn up to be like that. I feel very happy cause I can be with her again and having great day in my house with my family. My family seem to like her, and i feel very happy when i see her smile in mu house and laugh out loud too when my family jokes around. I really feel like she is apart of my family.I really hope that she can get this job that she when for an interview this afternoon.

God Bless Her!
Today i feel very very happy before going to work. What i mad to be so happy is like, she is my wife. Early in the morning once i open my eyes i get to see her infront of me. I prepare my self to go to work. before going to work i hug her and give her a goodbye kiss on her lips. I feel very warm, and when she is back from interview i open the door for her and i hug her too and i kiss on her face!! I feel like i am in my own family. Really happy with her.! Thank you so much my dear for giving me a wonderful day in my life! i will keep it as a special day for us. 25-01-2010.

I love u Forever!!!!!

Because you loved me

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Hope one day !

我可以 – 蔡旻佑

寄 沒有地址的信
這樣的情緒 有種距離
你 放著誰的歌曲
是怎樣的心情 能不能說給我聽


雨 下得好安靜
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景 有我愛你


我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多說明 我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗 是因為你
寄 沒有地址的信
這樣的情緒 有種距離
你 放著誰的歌曲
是怎樣的心情 能不能說給我聽
雨 下得好安靜

是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福它真的不容易
在你的背景 有我愛你


我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多說明 我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗 是因為你
我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多說明 我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分離
我多麼想每一次的美麗 是因為你

What I think?

What You say i will reply here!

Don't Feel regret as what you told me before, there is always next time so that you will get to see it again when we are there. Photo doesn't keep much memory if there is something happen to your mobile, computer or other's who keep that photo. The best way to keep this memory is into our heart and mind. The perfect way to keep it as our best memorable evening in Penang Beach.


The first one that treat me so well...
Reply: That should be the way as a boyfriend
The first one that I bring back home...
Reply: Feel so special
The first one that I introduce to everyone in my house..
Reply: Am I the one?
The first one that I spent almost all my weekend with..
Reply: Cause i would like to spent my time with you when i am free  to do so!
The first one that I love the most..
Reply: You are the one
The first one that I willing to spent my whole life with..
Reply: Me too
The first one that I go with trips as a couple..
Reply: Yahooooo!
The first one that make me feel the happiness..
Reply: I want you to be the most happiest girl in my life
The first one that make me fall deep in love with...
Reply: I can feel that, and it apply to me too

Would you ever write again in the beach for me again next time???
Reply: I promise i will WRITE it in any other beach that we will visit in our future. I will put a remark on to each beach that we visit!
I hope to see it again..
Reply: You WILL

Starting of year 2010

My life really sucks this year, Year of tiger so many thing happen in my family. My auntie passed away on 8 January 2010 at 7pm something. It's was a very shocking day for me and i really get stunt for a second while i receiving this message from my dad.Suppose it will be my happy day cause i can see my bi bi on that night and watch avatar movie, but in the end it turn up to be sad day for me. I really want to say thank you to my beloved Bi bi without her i will not get to claim down my self on that time.When i fetch her from house, we was very excited cause we are going to watch movie, when we reach to the MRR2 highway i received a call from that saying that my aunt is under rescue. I told my dad i will rush there and i told my gf what happen. I on my double signal and i drive like my father road with giving a damn to other people. I was in setapak, i reach ss16 around 10 minute time, but by the time i reach to ss16 i receive another call that my and passed away and my tears drop will i rush to hospital. When i reach to her wad and look at her my tear continuously drop. I was really upset and don't no what to do, only thing i can do is to comfort my mom and dad. After comforting them i need to contact all my relative and Casket people to get ready everything for her aunt prayer that night. I really want to say thank you bi bi, she was with me all the time and help me a lot. She reduce my sadness and my stress for the few night. I was very tired on that day cause i fix up 80 computer on that day and climb up and down to fix the Network and i was injured on that day too. I sleep around 2am something on that day and i was be call up( that my mom who woke me up) I get another sad news that My grandmother passed away. (Saturday Morning 7.30am) I rush my self up and i drive my mom to grandma house and look at her she already passed away. 2 days in a row i receive the same kind of message. I was really shock for all this. same month same week 2 of my beloved family member leave us around. for almost 5 days i only sleep 2 -3 hours per night due to some prayer have to be going on every night.After settle all my grandma side problem and i need to rush back to my own house to go for the prayer for my aunt. I was pretty sad this few days and i get sick already. I really want to say Thank you to my beloved bi bi and i wan to say i love u so much and thanks for helping me so much!